This is a letter to my destiny . Towards which I plan to cultivate my path .
Think of it as ‘writing letters through time’ .
In the future, I hope to have many of these to give to her .
Whoever she is .
Maybe she could be reading it right now . =)
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I wonder where you are .
And what you’ve written so far .
Your life story is an enchantment to me
In knowing I will someday be part of it .
You don’t know who I am . Or where I am .
It could be a long time before you find out .
These city lights may never shine your way .
Your symphony might lay unwritten; and your song left silent .
But I will be a blessed man to earn the honor of making you smile .
I’ll live for you before you know it .
The sun won’t ever set on my virtue .
All I have is enough time to improve myself
And ultimately rival the horizon of your elegance .
These days will inevitably become the past .
And we’ll sit and talk about them sometime .
By then, any memories of days when you felt lonely will disperse .
Because you’ll know even then, I was out here .
Working hard to somehow . someday . gain the unfailing ability
To promise you happiness before you know it .
You’ll be a part of my life before you realize I’m even living .
I have faith that you exist . You’re here in my reality somewhere .
And I know I won’t be imagining you forever .
You’re going to be wonderful .
So I need to be that, too .
I can’t paint your picture . Or assemble your image .
Your existence shatters the capacity of my expectations
And I couldn’t even compose a fiction beyond your marvel
If I had an infinite power of boundless exaggeration .
You’re going to change what I believe in life and love .
And what I believe I love about life .
Regardless of how I prepare, I don’t think I’ll ever truly be ready
For that first moment your eyes strike me frozen .
Truly, that will be both the defeat and victory of my spirit .
I’ll have to find a thousand new ways to express myself .
You’ll have me frequently distracted, disoriented, and speechless .
But never regretful to find myself that way .
I used to think that I’d be able to write the most captivating poem
About you . After I know you better .
However, once I finally meet you, I doubt I’ll write anything .
Because everything about you, will be beautifully unexplainable .
So I’m going to spend my time writing for you now .
Until these words grow to fail in value .
At the mercy of your truth .
. ryan

I never get tired of reading this! (: It’s beautiful, Ryan! <3 I wrote one after I read this actually, haha, but it's not so brilliantly written like your's. Keep it up, I love reading your work (:
By: stephkid on September 21, 2009
at 5:28 am
I really do love your writing. Whoever this girl is…she’s a lucky person. I wish you luck in finding her. Whenever that may be. =)
By: Ann on September 21, 2009
at 5:32 am
I hope you find her soon. You deserve nothing but the best. Even though I don’t know you personally, the REAL YOU shows through your writing. And anyone who reads your poetry and articles is lucky to have a look on what’s ticking in that mind of yours. But really, you seen like an awesome person. And I pray you find the woman meant for you who will always be there for you no matter what happens.
Take care and God bless
By: Margie on September 21, 2009
at 5:45 am
wow, … almost speechless after readin your poem
Your truly amazing ryan, any girl who reads this and falls in love with your poem.. like how i fell in love with the poem is going to love you and wish she is the girl for you. I know you’ll find her ryan. Girls love poems, and wonderful lyrics to fall in love with especially if written for her.
Anyways, Take care and God bless!
~Andrea
By: Andrea Ramboyong on September 21, 2009
at 5:46 am
It’s good to see you’re bringing back ur writings up to the surface again! I’ve always been a great fan of not only just the dancing and mash-ups but also to your literature. Keep it up man, it’s really inspiring! =)
By: Julia on September 21, 2009
at 5:46 am
I actually memorized this because I love it so much . I’ve read it so many times, I recite all the time and never get tired of it .
By: braelyn garin on September 21, 2009
at 5:46 am
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By: A way with words. « Itskeat's Blog on September 21, 2009
at 6:13 am
lucky girl
i love your writing.
By: micha3laaa on September 21, 2009
at 7:14 am
this is my favorite, by far. the girl that you’ve written this for will be very lucky &&blessed to have you in her life, when the time comes. i wish you all the luck in the world, but i`m sure you don`t need it. you`ll find her someday [=
i also want to thank you. i always want to give up, but reading this has given me hope again [=
By: Krista Marie on September 21, 2009
at 7:35 am
You are so beautiful. There are no other words to simply describe it. So, with complexity I explain:
Your soul is deep;
I pray and hope that the world knows this,
For your soul overflows with a type of knowledge that the ignorant are none the wiser to.
A broad spectrum colours dance in the current of your heartbeat,
The matter mixing together to form a mysterious, dark cloud of protection.
This cloud, however, somewhat subconsciously thins out to let the light brighten your vulnerability.
You’ve felt love before – don’t let that feeling go.
Out there is a woman, be it the same girl you ponder or another, that shall fulfil your souls’ desires.
I pray that out there, she – your true love – is listening to every emotion you so meaningfully convey to her.
Just be patient with love and keep being you.
You are amazing at expressing your feelings through your dance, music and poetry. I hope that I am lucky enough to meet a man like you, Ryan. When he eventually does cross my path, I will not let him go. I just hope that he hasn’t already been and gone.
Much love, AsiaNerdPride – aka Trisna
By: AsiaNerdPride on September 21, 2009
at 11:13 am
Wow. I love your poems. It makes me want to start writing again. It’s been a little while since Ive written a poem. You cease to amaze me with all of your talents. I hope you find her, and when you do I hope she realizes what she has.
By: Jonaca on September 21, 2009
at 1:32 pm
I still wonder how a soo awesome person as you – well no, THE awesomest – can be really real ?? Who won’t be touch by this uh ?? That’s impossible !! Almost makes me cry !!
I really hope that you’ll find this mysterious girl Ryan, you deserved this ( well, who doesn’t deserved to be happy except terrorist ?? lol )
Good luck !! Wish you the best !!
Much love from Paris
<3
By: Elsa on September 21, 2009
at 4:07 pm
That is a very beautiful poem.
When the time is right and the girl is before you eyes, a wonderful feeling will come over you when you least expect it. And as you two are together and are meant to be, you will have that feeling inside when you can’t imagine life without her. She be the one you want to grow old with.
By: Ahree on September 21, 2009
at 5:02 pm
I love reading everything except poems, really. But I can’t deny it, I really loved yours.
Thank you.
By: qwerzxc on September 21, 2009
at 5:18 pm
¡¡¡WOW!!!…this made my day…beautiful…este es mi favorito…Thank you…GRACIAS.
By: Lady on September 21, 2009
at 6:27 pm
I MUST SAY IM SPEECHLESS, I DONT HAVE WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW THAT LETTER MADE ME FEEL, EVEN THOUGHT THAT IT’S NOT FOR ME, THIS IS THE BEST THING I EVER READ SO FAR AND IDK Y BUT IT TOUCH MY HEART, I WISH WITH ALL MY HEART THAT U FIND THAT SPECIAL ONE, OR SHE FINDS U, FROM NOW ON THAT LETTER IS GOING TO BE MY FAVORITE UNTIL U WRITE ANOTHER, THAT MAKE ME FEEL SPEECHLESS AGAIN OR WITHOUT BREATH….THANK U FOR SHARE THAT WITH US. <3
By: Joan on September 21, 2009
at 11:35 pm
*speechless* …. since i am not as brilliant of a writter as you (nott even by a little bit lol) i will just say this. who ever the girl maybe is really lucky.
By: Amber on September 22, 2009
at 2:31 am
this was so moving. it’s the best poem i’ve ever read. i don’t even know what to say… but i felt obligated to tell you how amazing i thought it was, though i can’t really word my reaction.
i was in a different world when i read that
keep up your amazing talents
-Katie
By: Katie on September 22, 2009
at 2:38 am
Your poem is beautiful keep delighting us with ur writting..I can relate 2 this poem..I’ve had my rough times & just like you …I know there’s someone out there 4 me…I truly admire your work…best of luck in everything
By: yohana flores on September 22, 2009
at 2:43 am
i love this..really..i might be that one..ahahahahah!!!!im intended to cry when i saw this..but..
By: mc.claine on September 22, 2009
at 3:44 am
This is my favorite poem from you.I love reading it,and just amazing.Keep it up.
By: Sani on September 22, 2009
at 11:06 pm
Bless you for writing such a beautiful poem.
You will find that girl one day, I guarantee it. who ever it may be, she will be lucky to have a guy with such charisma.
Thank you for gracing us with your words. I was awed by it.
-Mai.
By: hellomaiazn on September 23, 2009
at 1:48 am
This poem is beautiful as you Ryan you will be lucky to meet her real soon and hey you never know she is one of the people are commenting you! (me) LOL I love this Ryan for a moment I felt it was towards me but LOL it was great I love your writing! (: love you Ryan! <3
-erika Downey,CA
By: Erika on September 23, 2009
at 6:31 am
Your an inspiration to me. Not only your poetry, music and dance but also your passion and commitment to your arts. I play piano myself and after 11 years of technical training, I’m finally focusing on improvisation and composition. It took me a long time to discover my talent because I didn’t realize how expressive you could be with the piano until i saw what you could do. If there is any kind of advice you could give, i’d very much appreciate it! I fear that I’ll be distracted from my dreams, but really, its just about doing what I love. Even if I end up somewhere different than I imagine, I’ll know that I can express myself in multiple ways. I look up to anyone that can live their life doing what they love and showing others what’s really possible in life. That’s definitely you right now.
-Angela (London,Ontario)
By: Angela on September 23, 2009
at 10:22 pm
Oh wow Ryan!!!
Leaving me speechless in words.
A shock in my heart between the lines.
As the beautiful rose blooms your poetry is just as beautiful.
Moments to cherish and emotions to express.
More to come and expect.
You got me wondering and thinking.
-Christian<3
P.S. Yes I am a girl:)
By: Christian on September 24, 2009
at 3:12 am
I really enjoy reading your poetry. It is honest, yet not overwritten.
By: Irene on September 24, 2009
at 4:32 am
rye,
this poem is very very beautiful,,,so deep,,, so real,,,this reflects you as a very very sweet person
i cried the first time i read this poem.
that girl is very very lucky….
dont rush things…she will come in your way and when she does dont ever let her go…
i wish you all the best in life…
you are my inspiration…and i am hoping that somehow someday ill met a man like you…
By: erich on September 24, 2009
at 6:13 am
OMG READING THISS MAKES ME FALL FOR YOU EVERYTIME. IF I HAD TO READ 1 THING BEFORE EVERYTHING I DO IT WOULD BE THIS BECAUSE NOTHING IN THE WORLD HAS MADE ME FEEL THIS WAY EVER! I LOVE YOU RYAN. MY INSPIRATION & MY HEROE.
By: rea barcelon on September 25, 2009
at 9:22 pm
This poem melted my heart, whoever this girl is, is a really lucky girl.
By: A.Kwong on September 30, 2009
at 5:56 pm
thank you for sharing this wonderful poem. it simply inspires me to start on writing poems again. most especially, it makes me believe in destiny and in falling in love again. goodluck! i know she will come at the right time.. =)
By: MadonnaMarie on October 5, 2009
at 10:23 am
Each meeting in your life is a part of a big God’s plan. So, step by step, you’ll meet each other…suddenly )
By: JH on October 7, 2009
at 8:41 pm
I hope you find her soon, and with his poem you will.
I’m such a big fan of yours, altough I have never seen you perform in real life. (I’m from the Netherlands, so it’s a little expensive…). But please continue! And I hope that I’ll meet you 1 day. Tot snel (that means see ya soon), xx
By: Babette on October 20, 2009
at 3:05 pm
congratulations on being famous, i am a recent fan of yours… i love the way you dance, play and write poems. You are truly an inspiration. I wish that you may find your special someone, though im sure there will be TONS of girls jealous of her (including me) so keep her close
i wish you all the best in the future and may the Lord God continue to shower you with blessing and guide your path.
By: Lea on October 22, 2009
at 7:44 am
i was reading this entry while listening to yer piece lady lovely, just works
.gawrsh yer sweet. whoever will that girl may be is pretty damn lucky
.i could just read it over and over. it really is beautiful.
By: riley on October 22, 2009
at 1:20 pm
this poem always makes me smile
it’s simpily beautiful. no words can describe how this poem makes me feel and it makes me think that there is someone out there for me
thank you!!
By: gaylan on November 10, 2009
at 3:01 am
Wo0w!inspiring!hey,i wr0te 0ne t0o,but its n0t brilliant lyk urs..s0..well b4..i 0ffered it 4 u but n0t..i w0uld be 4 Dieg0..
I w0nder why y0u smyl..
I w0nder why y0u cry..
I w0nder why d0 u have fall inl0ve wid sum1 but dat sum1 is n0t me.?
U gain my everything..
U make me smyl,u make me laugh..i w0nder why u d0nt fil it.?
Im s0 s0ri if i love 4 t0o much..
Im s0 s0ri if i give u t0o much..
Im s0 s0ri 4 me being stupid t0o much..
I just give everything t0 u..
I just love and love unselfishly.
Truly y0urs,
.mackie
By: Mc.claine on November 28, 2009
at 2:52 pm
Stupid isn’t??
By: Mc.claine on November 28, 2009
at 2:54 pm
RYAN THIS IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I HAVE EVER READ!!
I AM NOT JOKING!!
ANY GIRL WOULD BE THE LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD IF THEY WERE WITH YOU!!!
YOU PUT A SMILE ON EVERYONE’S FACE!!
KEEP DOING WHAT YOU DO!!
I LOVE WATCHING YOU PERFORM
By: MMBJ on November 29, 2009
at 1:46 am
umm… ryan you don’t know me but i know you a bit just a bit
^_^ (>^.^<) (~_^) <3
and i realize that your a sweet guy but i didn’t say that im the one you
must choose im just saying that your a guy that make’s my world&time stop.
i am not good at writing things like this. i will help you find the girl that can change your life, if i can do that i really didn’t see you in personal but it’s ok .I will never ever see you in personal but it’s just ok i can see you in pictures it’s ok. well that’s all im gonna say…………..
By: AidanPearl on January 1, 2010
at 12:53 pm
all i do is shake my head and give countless smile whenever a line hits me…very smart thing to write!;-)..
i’m not a fan of poetry, but your personality intrigues me, i took time to read, and you did not disappoint me. good work pare, keep writing…
By: Gracey on February 26, 2010
at 10:59 am
I really love this poem, and it inspires people to write too!
I don’t believe in true love, and I don’t believe that there is anyone out there for me…but reading this poem, kinda sparks some hope inside me, y’know? Thanks.(:
And, I’m sure love will come your way- when you’re ready.
By: J on March 1, 2010
at 5:38 am
pare , ang galing moh !
By: mackie on April 25, 2010
at 2:56 pm
What a beautiful poem, good work! Whoever this girl is she would love thisss!
By: Nessa on June 12, 2010
at 10:42 pm
“You don’t know who I am . Or where I am .
It could be a long time before you find out ..”
This’s enough to feel ..
How can you be as perfect as that to make feel ? :’)
By: geisterfahrerke on June 15, 2010
at 2:02 pm
aww..that is SO sweet!
By: Kezia on June 25, 2010
at 9:25 pm
thanks for inspiring me to write again…
By: rwen on August 11, 2010
at 5:55 am
I love your writing. It’s so beautiful, inspiring, captivating and charismatic. You should never stop writing, your amazing at it. If you love writing, you should never give it up.
– Alicia <3
By: Alicia on August 13, 2010
at 9:00 pm
Oh my goodness. You make be believe that love is possible.
By: elley on August 20, 2010
at 11:31 am
Ryan… please, write more poetry… I love to read this… Is awesome… That girl is such a lucky girl cuz she got u… So… is amazing… Superb article… I hpe you and that girl are soooo happy… :*
By: Roselline Hamillton on October 14, 2010
at 6:03 pm
I really hope you find that special someone Ryan and she better treat you right because that girl will be the luckiest because she will have the hottest man alive
also I absolutely love your writing and poetry I have a lot of time on my hands and reading your writing is a wonderful way to spend it keep writing I bet plenty of fans will appreciate it <3 Quest and your my favorite member Ryan
By: Judy Nguyen on October 30, 2010
at 5:52 am
Speechless.. and heart – warming. She’s probably writing about you too.
By: Chanelle on May 12, 2011
at 8:00 am