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Yeah .

It’s been a long time since I’ve written a blog on this . I guess I got pretty busy, huh ? Or maybe it’s the needlessly complicated design aesthetic of wordpress that i just didn’t like . Or the fact that I didn’t renew my paid membership and they gave away my URL to some vacuum company’s advert . I dunno why .. I just wasn’t feeling the need to go crazy on this thing .

BUT !

I decided to use this for a new thing .

This blog is basically going to be my secret place . I’m never going to advertise the existence of it anymore, and I’m simply going to type out my feelings, or current thoughts into this place . So let’s just keep this between me and you, ok ?

Anyway, in short numerical spurts, here’s what’s been going on lately !

1. As some of you know, we’re the dancers for LMFAO now . It all started when we met them at a concert, when we were fresh off ABDC . They told us they were watching us, and we kept running into them over and over that year . Once they had the idea to make a music video featuring dance, they asked Hok to help put it together . That was ‘Party Rock Anthem’, and since that day, we performed with them on certain shows, and eventually were hired to do their world tour . We’re still in the middle of all that, and having the time of our lives .

2. The Quest Crew is trying to cover more grounds by spreading out and taking on various opportunities . Right now, Steve and Victor are working on a SECRET PROJECT that some of you may have figured out . If you haven’t, do some research and you may find some tidbits . Lydia is doing an amazing job as a songwriter in Korea, making hits for the lead singer of 2NE1 and various other artists . We’re all hoping she gets her chance in spotlight and really showcases her true talents ! You all know how wonderful she is . Andy Luo is a working man, and is on the grind with his rocket science on the daily . I haven’t seen him in a long time, and that bums me out . I hope it hasn’t pushed our friendship too far apart . Nicky T still lives with Hok and we see him from time to time, although I have no idea what he’s doing . I always said I’d move back in with him in the future . It’d be fun, because he was the first roommate I ever had ! Everybody I didn’t mention, is currently working on the LMFAO performances . Oh, and Adil is a judge on X-Factor in Norway, or something like that . Of course, we only talk to him every blue moon, but he’s still Quest Crew to us .

3.  I feel like I’ve been to more places this recent year than ever before .  Thanks to LMFAO, I’ve been all around the US on an amazing tour bus with a grand cast of awesome people .  Plus they brought me to Europe, Asia, all across Canada, and even to the Arab Emirates !  This world is crazy, people .  I suggest you see as much of it as you can .  I’m only saying this because I used to hate the idea of traveling .  Back when I was 20, I would’ve never wanted to leave this country even if somebody gave me a free ticket to go around the world .  I would’ve probably rather played videogames at home .  No really .  How ridiculous, right ?  But it’s been a crazy life since I stepped out of my box .  I encourage the rest of you to do the same .  If you ever want to get a clue to where I’ll be next, just check LMFAO’s webiste http://www.partyrocklife.com for their schedule .  And wherever you see them going, chances are, I’ll be there as well .

4. Everybody always wants to know what’s up with me and Dom . I get messages about that on my facebook or twitter ALL the time . Still to this day ! I guess a lot of people are afraid we don’t like each other or something . But I honestly don’t really know how he feels nowadays, we’ve all been pretty busy so I doubt anybody really stops to think about it all . Of course we’ve had our times when we didn’t agree on some very important things, but I have always cared for his life in general and if he’s doing good, then I’m fine with that . He’s the type of person I’ve always known would be fine in life, a true self-sufficient person . But we’re in very different places now and probably can’t connect as easy as we used to . People grow up all the time and move on to different things . Not that I’ve necessarily become any more mature, but our lives sure have changed . There’s nothing about today, that makes me regret what happened in the past . We’re all surprisingly very well taken care of . But he will always be my friend regardless of where we end up, or however further away we drift .

5. I’ve been single . Yeah, that last girlfriend was a big-time mistake . Pretty much embarrassed that I got into that . Haha ! But thank you everyone for the support and being too polite to point out that bad decision . But that was like a year ago . Since then, I’ve only dated one girl . And it just recently ended . But hey, this girl could’ve been the one . The one that stayed . It almost was . In fact, I wish it was . But sadly, it just didn’t quite make it there . I’ve been torn up about it for awhile now, but I accept the heartbreak that comes with this life .

6. I think I’ve built a horrible habit of not doing the things I planned to do . My youtube is just terrible ! I haven’t uploaded anything new in forever . I wanted to do hair tutorials, stupid short films, random interviews, and all kinds of stuff . But I just get sidetracked with a million other things . PLUS i haven’t uploaded any new music in forever ! A part of me just didn’t want to seem like another youtube music dude, which i feel like is over-saturating right now . I’m a weird person, because I love performing yet at the same time, I totally don’t like attention . Haha !

7. My secret dream at the moment is to play live keyboard for LMFAO on their next big tour . Someday I know my back is gonna crack in half or my neck is gonna fall to pieces . I really want to get my shot at real musicianship without having to wait for that day . I’m the type of person who’s going to keep dancing until the end ! But there’s so much more music in me, than there is dance . I treat music so much differently than I do dance . I’m a lot more reluctant to get down on a piano than a dance floor, only because I can’t stand making music a spectacle . That’s why I never show my face when I put up piano videos . I want it to be about the music, and I hate feeling like I’m trying to look cool . Haha . I’ll find a way to achieve this goal the right way . I would really like to be on the big stage wailing out on a keytar . Or hitting hard on a piano ballad . It’s a dream I have waaay too often to not become a reality . I feel like it’s getting closer !

8. I lost some weight ! Weird . Cuz i just shelled out on a 3 for 1 special on hershey bars at walgreens . Orlando has some good specials . And i ate like a lion at the downstairs buffet . Being a buff dude is still not a desire of mine . I’d rather have that skinny druggie rockstar body ! Haha, but I am what I am, and that’s always been good enough for me . What can I complain about ! Other than my psoriasis ! Please somebody find a cure for that thing already !

9. I know I’m known as the hair guy . As long as I can remember . But I need a change . Same vibe though .. just different delivery . Especially because everyone and their mamas decided to shave one side of their head . Which I totally did back when it wasn’t cool AT ALL . Plus there’s always Adam Lambert somehow being one step behind me . Whoever his hairstylist is, has definitely been looking at my pictures . It’s way more than a coincidence, people . So yeah .. I shaved my sides super short lately, as a bid to regrow a fresh batch to experiment with . I’ll think of something soon . I think I have an idea how this’ll go . But here’s a little secret fact for all of you . The only reason I decided to have big poofy hair is because I always thought I had a fat face . HAHA ! There, I said it .

10. I really wish I had a girlfriend . Okay let me rephrase that, because it’s easy for anyone to just HAVE a girlfriend, but i mean .. I wish I could find my mate in life, already . Haha ! I feel like I’m meant to give so much love and devotion and there’s just nobody to direct that to . I guess I’ll just save it all up and charge it for one huge love HADOKEN ! by the time she comes around, she’ll have something great to look forward to . Looks like all I can do is look out the hotel window and sigh . HAHA ! wow, super emo . and super embarrassing . But that’s what this blog is about .

Your personal view into my unedited thought process .

I also don’t backspace anything, as a personal rule . So there will be typos .

Fun Fact : If you want to see my blogs as a young teenager, i had two old XANGA accounts under the usernames: Ryanimay and Alkadrag

I also made a fake account for Aris who refused to make one . Username: Aerosole

I think .
Until next time …

Do not link this blog ! This is just between me and you !

. ryan

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